7 years 3 months 15 days

34 years you live with a person. Not A person, but THE most important person that will probably ever be in your life, the person that brought you into the world. And then they’re gone, and it’s like you start a new life, unrecognisable from the life you led before. A before life, and an after life. Two completely different entities. 7 years 3 months and 15 days on, and I feel like i dont’ remember her. I feel like my life, the person that I am now has no relation to her, like she never existed, and yet I know that she did, and that she was the most important person in my life for such a long time. I close my eyes and try to remember her, but I can’t see her face, I can’t hear her voice, I can’t feel her. I wish I could feel her.